This period i've been feeling rather down, upset over life and why do i need to go through this?
This is my one and only space to vent my anger & sorrows, how miserable it is..

I wont deny that i would envy people around me who doesnt need to worry about life,
like money, and being able to do all the things that they like..

Due to my situation, i hate the fact that i was being controlled.

Sometimes i do blame people for being in such state even though I know i'm not suppose to do that.

There's a lot of sayings, different people have different life, and god is being fair.

Though i do agree that god is fair, but only to a certain extent.

Some people, they own everything in the world and have no worries..

maybe i should correct myself, they do have worries. worrying about how to spend their money!

its so fustrating!