Friday, January 30, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
i couldnt get to sleep..
the image of dad being angry couldnt get off my mind.
wonder if baby is sleeping well? i hope he is..
if not.. i really dont know if he could survive tomorrow.
thinking of what the scene will be like,
made me feel breathless..
nevermind about me, whether i get the scolding, or nagging..
but all i care is how baby feel if dad were
to use hurtful words to criticise him..
i'm afraid that he couldnt take it..
i dont care what it takes to have dad to agree to our relationship,
but all i know is that, i will never give up easily, and no one is to hurt him.
if not.. dont blame me from being harsh when i needed to.
good luck to us..